His body eases up a bit, a silent relief that Cain isn't going to start beating the shit out of him or cornering him with some ill-gotten words meant to pull him high up and push him off a cliff. They've already been there, or close to that scenario. Deimos doesn't want to ever experience that all consuming anger towards Cain again if he can help it.
He rolls the glass between his hands, passing it back and forth as he slowly brings down the walls he hastily put up. He had no right to act like this. Well, that's not entirely true. He has every right to act like this but they aren't going to get anywhere without rebuilding that trust.
Deimos doesn't know where to start]
Thank you for helping me out.
[With everything. Helping him out on his arrival, seeing as Cain had a harsh first time and helping him get out of the safehouse faster.]
I just feel- [Scared? Lost? Uneasy? Powerless?] Vulnerable not knowing.
[Vulnerability of emotions are completely different than being somewhat physically naked. Cain can attest to that. As Deimos says what he does, he leans back into the sofa with a sigh, head tipped back, surrendering to the heady rush of both marijuana and alcohol.]
Not a big deal.
[Is it? Cain's not even certain of what he says, but he feels... relaxed. Better for having come down and shared his frustrations with Deimos.]
Like I said, you'll figure it out. Bet it'll be badass, like throwing a knife and never missing. Or making knives appear out of thin air. [So many knives.] What would you want it to be?
[Helping out is a big deal. Even if it means they're still skirting around the elephant in the room.]
I already throw knives without missing.
[He states, as if this skill were a matter of fact and not a superpower. Obviously Deimos doesn't hit every mark but he gathers hitting the bullseye every time would be quite boring. He'd have to find a new hobby beyond knives and that's just unacceptable in Deimos' mind. So what would he want it to be? He bites down on his lip and considers the question.]
Making knives appear out of thin air. [Or- his voice sounds a little more excited by the next idea-] Turning my fingers into knives.
[He takes another sip of his drink, masking his embarrassment.]
[He chokes on his drink at the dirty humor, quietly coughing to hide how fast Cain's got his heart beating. They've always had their little inside jokes and quips (mostly Cain saying them to egg on other fighters while Deimos laughs on the sidelines) but this one still caught him off guard. Thankfully he isn't actually choking so his recovery is swift with a raspy;]
Some people are into that. [Quickly to clarify:] Not me though.
[He'll take being known as the creep with the knife but not the creep who wants a bloody asshole.]
[He's grinning broadly, caught in the humor of the moment. Over the course of these handful of days since Deimos moved into his place, it's become easier to fall back on the normal dynamic of their tenuous relationship -- the major change becoming the fact he hasn't ordered Deimos around. Now, they're just roommates. It's weird. But Cain feels comfortable, loose from the drugs and alcohol, so he doesn't get hung up on it.]
Hey, think you'd ever wanna go get something pierced? Saw this guy at work with a ring in his lip. I've only ever had my ear pierced, so... [He shrugs.] Figured, why not?
[While they may be skirting around their issues, Deimos has noticed the change in the way Cain treats him. Regarded more as a friend than someone to boss around. Likewise, there's a noticeable change in Deimos- he isn't substituting Cain's shadow with his own body. Sure Cain's dragged him along to places but Deimos is slowly starting to make his own friends and find his own vibe in their new home. Freedom is truly refreshing.]
Piercings? [Curiosity has him speaking up.] Yeah. I've always wanted one. You got a place in mind?
[He turns a look on Deimos, discovering something about the other fighter for the first time. Not that it's much of a surprise. They barely know much as it is.]
And, not yet. I gotta do some research to find a good place.
[A vague but harmless answer. With the way he knowingly smiles at Cain, it's clear the other fighter won't get more out of him. At least it's safe to assume he means his ears. Or a simple place like his eyebrows or lip. Simple.]
Body mods are popular, shouldn't be too hard to find a place. I'll help look into some places too.
[Cain stands from the couch, gaze sweeping over the small but cozy apartment. Weird that he's gotten so used to it - the Sleipnir feels so long ago.]
I'm gonna go shower, feel like I've sweat through everything I'm wearing tonight. Ugh. And some asshole dumped a plate of fuckin' squash on me. [That's not what happened, Cain.]
[His nose wrinkles at being told Cain came home smelling like sweaty squash and he instantly knows that Cain isn't being entirely truthful. Experience told him people don't just dump plates of squash on people for no reason and knowing how Cain behaves?]
Squash? Why?
[Deimos doesn't move to get up from the couch and instead moves to sprawl out over the couch. Technically it's his bed. He just hopes Cain doesn't leave it smelling like squash.]
Same asshole? [Who threw your drugs off the building?]
[Upon reflection, Cain hadn't actually known who it was or their name, only that they had some association to Loki and Thor, given they were at the party.]
Forget it, it's not important.
[He waves a hand, and then disappears into his room to strip and shower. Not about to admit he was the one who instigated the physical altercation... leave him alone!!]
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His body eases up a bit, a silent relief that Cain isn't going to start beating the shit out of him or cornering him with some ill-gotten words meant to pull him high up and push him off a cliff. They've already been there, or close to that scenario. Deimos doesn't want to ever experience that all consuming anger towards Cain again if he can help it.
He rolls the glass between his hands, passing it back and forth as he slowly brings down the walls he hastily put up. He had no right to act like this. Well, that's not entirely true. He has every right to act like this but they aren't going to get anywhere without rebuilding that trust.
Deimos doesn't know where to start]
Thank you for helping me out.
[With everything. Helping him out on his arrival, seeing as Cain had a harsh first time and helping him get out of the safehouse faster.]
I just feel- [Scared? Lost? Uneasy? Powerless?] Vulnerable not knowing.
[Says the man dressed only in his underwear.]
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Not a big deal.
[Is it? Cain's not even certain of what he says, but he feels... relaxed. Better for having come down and shared his frustrations with Deimos.]
Like I said, you'll figure it out. Bet it'll be badass, like throwing a knife and never missing. Or making knives appear out of thin air. [So many knives.] What would you want it to be?
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I already throw knives without missing.
[He states, as if this skill were a matter of fact and not a superpower. Obviously Deimos doesn't hit every mark but he gathers hitting the bullseye every time would be quite boring. He'd have to find a new hobby beyond knives and that's just unacceptable in Deimos' mind. So what would he want it to be? He bites down on his lip and considers the question.]
Making knives appear out of thin air. [Or- his voice sounds a little more excited by the next idea-] Turning my fingers into knives.
[He takes another sip of his drink, masking his embarrassment.]
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Deimos, seriously? Nobody'd ever let you stick your fingers in them if that was your power.
[Easy to fall back to dirty humor between the two of them. And he's relaxed, feeling good, better for the company - strange to realize.]
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Some people are into that. [Quickly to clarify:] Not me though.
[He'll take being known as the creep with the knife but not the creep who wants a bloody asshole.]
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[He's grinning broadly, caught in the humor of the moment. Over the course of these handful of days since Deimos moved into his place, it's become easier to fall back on the normal dynamic of their tenuous relationship -- the major change becoming the fact he hasn't ordered Deimos around. Now, they're just roommates. It's weird. But Cain feels comfortable, loose from the drugs and alcohol, so he doesn't get hung up on it.]
Hey, think you'd ever wanna go get something pierced? Saw this guy at work with a ring in his lip. I've only ever had my ear pierced, so... [He shrugs.] Figured, why not?
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Piercings? [Curiosity has him speaking up.] Yeah. I've always wanted one. You got a place in mind?
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[He turns a look on Deimos, discovering something about the other fighter for the first time. Not that it's much of a surprise. They barely know much as it is.]
And, not yet. I gotta do some research to find a good place.
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[A vague but harmless answer. With the way he knowingly smiles at Cain, it's clear the other fighter won't get more out of him. At least it's safe to assume he means his ears. Or a simple place like his eyebrows or lip. Simple.]
Body mods are popular, shouldn't be too hard to find a place. I'll help look into some places too.
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[Cain stands from the couch, gaze sweeping over the small but cozy apartment. Weird that he's gotten so used to it - the Sleipnir feels so long ago.]
I'm gonna go shower, feel like I've sweat through everything I'm wearing tonight. Ugh. And some asshole dumped a plate of fuckin' squash on me. [That's not what happened, Cain.]
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Squash? Why?
[Deimos doesn't move to get up from the couch and instead moves to sprawl out over the couch. Technically it's his bed. He just hopes Cain doesn't leave it smelling like squash.]
Same asshole? [Who threw your drugs off the building?]
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[Upon reflection, Cain hadn't actually known who it was or their name, only that they had some association to Loki and Thor, given they were at the party.]
Forget it, it's not important.
[He waves a hand, and then disappears into his room to strip and shower. Not about to admit he was the one who instigated the physical altercation... leave him alone!!]